Dear self,

I know you’re tired. I know you crashed and broke down. I know things look different and I know this has taken longer and has been messier than anticipated.

You see the beauty, though. Don’t you? You cannot conceive the process- only envision the dream. By the way, You’re good at that. A seer. How it comes about - that is the adventure. It is lead by desire to chase what you “see”. So, Forgive the mess, the rubble has sparkle.

You know, Every step has mattered… don’t you? Your higher self is emerging. Little by little. You’re seeing it. Birth is painful. Things have come and things have gone. All for you to receive the message. To reveal the next step. You’re no stranger to goodbye’s. The pain has always been followed with wisdom. You know that, don’t you?

You’re no stranger to uncertainty. You actually kind of like it. Remember? A warrior to the unseen. You can stare it in the face. You’re good at that too. You know that, don’t you?

It’s fun… and you like it. There’s novelty in it, sure. But that’s not what it’s about. It’s about alignment. Truth.

Keep picking yourself up, girl. There could be more falls.
Brush yourself off, girl. Get back in the game.
The only thing to do now is to love yourself like never before.
Therein lies your truth. You are your own north star.

It won’t feel like a choice. It will feel like the deepest calling you have ever responded to. And a compass that will never fail.

See you, girl